(Source: lostintheradio)
This is the You’re Beautiful Project
What you do:
Reblog this and theni want you to send a message to the first person on your dash anonymously saying ‘you’re beautiful.’
(Source: fuck-me-louis)
My big brother on the right.
Died Thursday, March 16, 2012 in a head on collision with a 1995 Ford tow truck. R.I.P bro. <3
I’m a day late on this…
Alex asked me out!!!
(insert girlish scream here)
ummm, yeah, no scream lol. That was Abby.
But yeah, I’m pretty happy now. (:
Only 26 years old you were.
The coolest dude ever.
Only 23 years old she is.
Too young to be a widow.
Now you’re up there, playing the drinking game with my grand daddy.
Such a fool you are…
No one can beat grand daddy at his own game.
But I know you, you’re gonna try anyways.
So little sleep you had, but you still held confidence and got behind that wheel.
Then you crossed the center and struck that 1995 black Ford tow-truck.
And now I don’t know what to feel…
Your voice is lost in words of wisdom and prayers.
Your name is invisibly written on this cross around my neck.
Your smile is a never ending image in my head.
You’re my big brother, even in your death.
You’re my brother, regardless of where you are.
But you left your wife all alone…
She’s lost in this world without you…
Quiet and reserved she is;
You were always the center of every one’s ambition.
She can’t handle all this attention.
Why did you get behind the wheel?!
Olin, why did you leave us all here?! …
Why couldn’t you make it back. . ?
Just one more hug, that’s all I want…
And I know that if I got it, I wouldn’t be able to let go.
You see, I saw your end coming…
The night previous, as I am trying to sleep,
I felt someone sit on the edge of my bed and stroke my hair…
But when I opened my eyes, you weren’t there!
Then, on the day of your death;
I was truly depressed.
I wouldn’t talk to anyone.
I didn’t know what was wrong, or even where to begin.
Then I got home from school… and I’m walking up the drive.
My sister looked upset, and she had tears in her eyes…
“I have bad news,” she said…
And I suddenly screamed “No!”
Images of you flowed through my head;
She explained: “Vex is dead…”
A car accident, a head - on collision…
Next thing I knew, I was hugging my sister with blurred vision.
I couldn’t move at that point… All I wanted to do was cry.
And so now I’m asking you, Olin… WHY?
Dedicated To: Olin Dale Sorenson (A.k.a. Vex)
R.I.P. Big brother, you will be missed. </3
So here goes..
I wish I could say that I’m going to be fucking pissed at you forever.
I wish I could say that every little thing I felt before left me in that very instant.
I wish I could say that the day we spent together in November means nothing now.
I wish I could say that I no longer love you.
I wish you didn’t lead me on the way you did.
I wish you didn’t ditch me for my best friend, but you did.
Lastly.. I wish I didn’t want to hate you, but I do, and I can’t.
… So done with every guy I ever chase falling for her.
